Math Test

ok got back math test ytd.

10.5/30

ok i have expected to fail, because my glimmer of hope of passing was extinguished the moment the people around me started getting passing grades and there were supposed to be 10 failures (every test my row has the most failures).

but i hadn't expected 10.5

tot may like, 1 or 2 marks from failing.

i feel so stupid, so dumb.

those that normally failed tests with me have mostly passed, especially those sitting around me.

and yet here i am, stuck in my miserable world of failures.

well i guess, it confirm.

i am freaking stupid. oh yes i am.

even though i hate to admit it, i have to.

because i did study and do the practice questions before this test.

and yet i still failed so badly.

there goes my gpa for math. sigh.

sockchia asked me during remedial wad happened to me.

i laughed it off, commenting that i have always been like tat, having failed all but one test this year.

but the truth was, i was crying inside.

i was really sad, but somehow did not want to show it.

maybe it's a case of ego, of not wanting to show any weakness. sigh.



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anyway, i hate those people who come telling me after every single math test that they will fail, and yet they pass in every single math test with decent results. stop trying to find consolation in someone like me, who truely noes he will fail.
may u people rot in hell.

i'm falling down deeper and deeper, seemingly unable to find my way up again.