hard times..

school's been rough these past couple of weeks..

well u see the thing is,

after the cts which i know i screwed up so badly for..

i decided that i shud be more attentive in school.

and indeed i have done that.

but then that has caused something more disturbing..

in the past, i tot that it was cuz i always slept in class,

that i dunno all my work.

but now that i am more attentive,

i dun exactly know more than i did.

am i realli getting stupid??

i wonder.

all these school work and stuff are seriously bogging me down..

worrying/bothering me..

and...

you worry me.

sigh.