anti-social

i have realised that i have become a pretty anti-social person..

a lot of people in my social circle are merely aquaintances, and not friends per se..

but when i think about it,

it's actually not because i am anti-social..

it's just that i am too shy to strike up a convo to know ppl better or sth..

i dunno.

cuz it's like, i can count the number of ppl i call to go out individully with a single hand.

it's only 3. ok make that 4.

i noe tat's realli realli sad, it bugs me.. but i jus dun seem to want to do anything bout it.

maybe i am just a loner. >_<

had lotsa fun at the coffeebean at holland v at first..

then something reminded me of some stuff i am started thinking bout a lot of other things..

got a little moody and all..

this day just ended up being such a bad, bad day...

there are actually so many things that i wanna say, but then i just cant quite put them into words.

maybe my english is realli not good enuf. o.O