spirits

today, just like ytd, has been bad.

in fact there's nothing worthy being happy about these 2 days..

other than the fact that hist and econs are over?

gahh.

i am realli demoralised actually.

i had thought that at least i can get a D for econs and hist,

cuz i had studied (okok i noe i only studied that little bit, but still...)

but that doesnt seem like the case anymore,

of course i hope i'm wrong luh.

but the point is,

if i am struggling so hard for the 2 subjects that i had tried studying for,

wad about the next 2 days where i have phys and math?

not only do i noe almost nothing bout these 2 subjects,

i havent even started studying.

how encouraging indeed.

and today after the history paper..

i toting it was freaking difficult.

but seems almost all the people i asked thot it was ok.

i dun mind it being super difficult if everyone else finds it difficult too.

but for hist it seems like i was one of the only few who found that it was difficult.

=.=