panic mode.

common tests start in 3 days' time.

ok as much as i dun give a hoot bout it cuz it is not counted,

i am actually feeling pretty stressed out,

not because i worry bout my grades cuz i'm pretty resigned to failing,

but because everyone around me (ok, except pple like siqi and cw) are like studying so hard.

i'm realli starting to panic a little bit,

thinking about wad the heck auntie helen will do to me when the results are out.

sigh.

sometimes i realli wonder wad the heck i am doing, when everyone else is studying, i'm doing crap.

well, as john says,

"eat, play and make merry, for we shall die tomorrow."

i guess this realli applies to me now.