no way back.

the script wasn't written that way...
it simply wasn't.
i'm hurting,
and as time goes by, i know i will regret it more and more..
the only thing i can do now is to say 'sorry'.
i realli do feel guilty.
i just did not control the game as well as i should have.

but there ain't no turning back from here on.
i will not allow this to happen again.
the next time i play, i will win.
and that bloody trophy will be mine.
yes it will.


sorry.