shortage of time

well it dawned on me that the final is in 9 days time?

ok i know i have to focus on the semis first,

no worries i'm doing that.

i'm not overlooking the semis.

i feel there are still a lot of things i needa brush up on..

or maybe it's just psychological.

i dunno.

and i am not exactly in tip-top condition.

but i badly wanna win.

i always dream of the moment when the final whistle blows and u've finally won..

will that happen on the 17th of may??

i dunno.

but the axiety of waiting is sure as hell getting to me..

hmmm in any case i feel kinda troubled...

oh wells i shall take care of this after the final.