taboo subject

there's been a subject/topic that i have always tried to avoid since i entered RI 4 years ago..

well it kinda got better after a while in RI but now that i've entered RJ..

the problem has resurfaced all over again..

it's not that i am embarrassed it or anything..

in fact i dun at all feel inferior.

BUT.

there are many things that are outta my control..

like how people will react to it.. and how people may treat me differently when they noe bout it..

ah screw it.

this is such a random post.