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well, been reading kenny's past few entries bout how the ruggers are just being misunderstood..

kinda reminds me of this conversation i had on friday..

well this girl was telling me how because we're all new in rjc, everyone gets to start on a clean slate.

clean slate?

my ass.

i dunno why we dun get to start on a clean slate but this is just so damn unfair.. why is it that a person like ****** (due to the sensitivity of the position i am in i shan't name the person) can start on a clean slate..be the mr. nice guy but we can't? we are not even given a chance to start on a clean slate..

well and secondly i am pretty pissed bout the fact that it not only is the school population that is shunning, but the tchrs and all seem to be picking on us.. it seems like we are always the ones getting into trouble, starting trouble etc.. but are we??

and lastly, she was oso telling me bout how there has to be a reason for people's impression of us..i was like.. 'wth?!' wad reason can there be? the only reason there can be is that these people hear FALSE AND BASELESS RUMOURS about us. and that absolutely sucks.

back in ri, we seemed to have the biggest circle of frens. but right now, the tables seems to to have turned. now we're like the social outcast kinda thing... we dun seem to be making too many new friends.

in my case i am realli thankful for the fact that i am close to my OG so that's where the bulk of the new people i noe come from.. but i'm not too sure bout the others tho.

now the only thing we can do now is hope that people will give us a chance.

GET TO KNOW US. that's all i have to say.

i wish for the day that people no longer shudder when i say i am from rugby.