today. school. sian dun wanna tok bout it..

after sch went physio..my physiotherapist was saying that i may have torn something inside my shoulder and if that happens i will need to go surgery to continue playing rugby..so she said see the doctor first then go back and see her..see wad the doctor says cuz if the dunno wad is realli torn then no point doing the strengthening anyway. k that's shock number 1 - that i will most prob need surgery.. then i went to see the doctor..i dun tink he tot anything was torn la..he said it's getting better jus continue physio..k was relieved..then i asked him bout my hand i hurt ytd..took xray..then shock number 2 - i fractured some bone in my left hand..haiz.

i'm supposed to continue my physio cuz my hand shudnt affect me la..but today at the clinic cuz i was waiting until damn late..way over 5 oclock and cuz the clinic supposed to close at 5..i was like the only patient left there la..the nurses and doctors were like toking and laughing..i was like so lonely..and i felt such an outcast la..hai..but the nurse was quite nice tho..keep asking me if i have eaten..good service..heh..in the end i spent like 3 to 4 hours at the clinic la..so long..but nvm..

hmm first left shoulder subluxation. had to miss the national trials..blew my chance of being in national team..then jus when everything seemed to be picking up..fracture bone in left hand. IS HEAVEN MAKING A FOOL OF ME?? pls tell me.

pure unlucky?? hope so..

*shattered*/*broken*