hoho i realised today is friday the 13th..hmmm fortunately nothing creepy has happened to me yet..well at least nothing has happened so far..and i hope nothing will..

ANYWAYS..today sch was boring..nth much to say..then after school play house carn..played hockey..shit man i screwed up against bayley blatantly let in a goal..dun ask why bloody hell it was a damn bad howler la..haiz..

man and i jus heard from anwaar that jimmy is not going for the trials oso..like wth?!?!?! ma de if i was fit i'm almost certainly to get in..not that i'm being overly confident or so full of myself but srsly..i tink i'm good enough to be in..cuz at least 2 standoffs will be selected wad..maybe if jimmy is goin i can actually comfort myself that the acs and saints standoff will be better than me..now that he is not goin..it's jus so hard to swallow the fact that i have to skip the trials..wth man why must this happen to me?! i hope there'll be another chance for me to get in the team after this..i realli realli want to get in..like so badly..god pls help me.. -nods-

pls jus one more chance??