No thanks.

20 days into january, and i'm still pretty un-adjusted to j2 life..

i dunno, life these days just suck to the core. and sch's jus.. freaking no-life-ish and boring.

the past month has been tough, with all the o prep and having to be all alone in spore during orientation, slogging my guts off during orientation, and not forgetting the catching up after that..

i'd like to think that i can handle anything that comes my way, but fact of the matter is - i'm barely surviving. if i were a cat, i'm probably on my eighth life or sth. yes that's how much life has sucked, and how badly i've been trying to cope.

and thru this all, i realised that i've more or less been by myself, dragging myself through hurdle after hurdle. but there'll come a point where one just cannot do it by himself, and i hope that day never comes. i rmb telling jinglin that i'm a guy who's more suited to doing things behind-the-scene by myself and not getting any recognition.. haha i'm a one-man show. hurhur. but to anyone who has been there for me (quite frankly i cant think of any right now), thanks a whole lot. u probably helped saved one of my lives. haha..

i'm lagging terribly behind in sch work, and when i say that, i truly mean it, unlike some ppl. in fact, as of now i see no way in hell how i'm gonna catch up, considering that rugby, above all else, has truly taken precedence in my life.

ok i actually wanted to say something else, but i forgot. haha.

laters.!