hopes.

well i was studying in school myself today,

from 7 to 10 after the colours thingy..

ok mayb when u're alone u start to think bout stuff..

but i realli wonder..

whether deep down inside me i have given up alr..

honestly, i just hope to scrape thru.

there are a lot of emotions inside me,

really conflicting ones at that..

sometimes i really wonder what i want in life:

is it studies??

or is it something else that i deem more important??