vicious cycle

i have loads of work to catch up on..

i seriously tink i am screwed.

since the start of the year i havent been listening to ANY lectures at all and as a result,

i know shit about econs math and physics.

i realise i am falling into this vicious cycle.

i will always be behind time,

because i will always be going thru the work that have already been gone thru in class,

and thereby neglecting the new stuff we learn.

ok fine i know this is all my own fault,

but surely someone can help??

i realli wish i get into a 'mugger' mode soon..

haha.